Who am I?

I am still stunned by how the Lord showers down his blessing. When I am in need He is there. When I am in distress He is my refuge. How undeserving I am. I stand in awe of his magnificence every day. Who am I to receive this love? I am no one. I am a face among the masses of faces blurred by the world. Yet, God can see my face. He can look down upon me and pick me out of the crowd.He can see me more clearly than I do. And he loves me. Me!

What a revelation to know the God loves me. I look back at who I was, wandering about lost. And like a light piercing my heart He called out to me to come to Him. Who am I to hear the voice of God? Who am I to sit the presence of the Holy Spirit and let it wash over me? I am a child of God. Do you know how amazing that is to me... Thank you Lord, for reaching out into my darkness and finding my hand. For guiding me to the places you want me. For filling me with your Spirit and washing away my despair, my shame, my sorrow. Thank you for the new person you have created. Thank you for the burning fire in my heart for you. Thank you for piercing that darkness even when I didn't acknowledge you. You were there. Always. Never forsaking me.

I am rocked by the majesty of God. The only words I truly have are, Thank you Father!